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Get behind me!

I just have to do it. I just have to go. To follow my heart and my dreams and that which I am called to. Why is it so hard? I was reading in Exodus today about Moses. God told him specifically what to do. God told him what to say and what would happen when he said it. God was specific. Moses kept telling God that he couldn’t, that he wasn’t good enough, eloquent enough, etc. It is so easy to look at Moses and call him a goof ball in the beginning of chapter 4. We just want to tell Moses to go because we can see what happened because of his obedience.

But what about when we don’t know the outcome. Or what about when God promises us that great things are going to happen. Why are we still scared. Why can’t we just GO and TRUST! I have a feeling that I am not the only one in this situation. That you, or someone you know is scared to do what the Lord has called them to do for whatever reason.

I am realizing that saying NO to the enemy of our souls is a daily thing. It is a battle didn’t I blog that a while ago? time to start following my own blog. Not a one time thing. I am fighting today. Fighting my flesh and my circumstances. Fighting my reality with what the Lord has called me to.  May the Lord prevail.

Let us turn our back to the lies of the enemy. Turn and run to the Lord. Run to His arms.

(sidenote-why do people sag their pants? It just looks silly. They should just make thigh highs out of denim. silly silly people)


I am desperate to walk in the full authority of what God has called me to do. I love that when God calls us to something there is no way we can do it on our own. It is bigger than us. It is way out of our league. It seems impossible and it would be if we were doing it on our own strength. I am reminded that God loves me without fear. That He is ready to fight for me and that He does fight for me. This brings tears to my eyes every single time. There is something in being a woman that desires someone to fight for us. I think a lot of women are left with the reality of caring for a fallen solider. WE are the ones left fighting. 
But the God of heaven and of earth is a lover and a FIGHTER and HE fights for you and for me and for our hearts. God longs to fight for us, his daughters (He also fights for his sons but right now I am talking to the daughters of the King). His precious daughters. It is such a new and amazing thing to have someone fight for me. I hope to embrace it and I hope that you will embrace it too. It is such a new experience to have a fighter on my side that I don’t know how to accept it a lot of times. My prayer for us is that we will learn to fall into the strong arms of our GOD and allow him to fight and lead us where we need to go. 

Margarito on the rocks. No salt.

The victory is coming but I must continue to fight for it. Thank you for the reminder. So glad to have you in my corner.